Saturday, January 31, 2009

Thoughts and Melodrama.

I often feel misunderstood, sometimes cheated.. but what does the world owe me? What does anyone owe me? More importantly, what is it I feel I've earned?

Do you ever think about dying? What it would be like if you weren't around, who would cry and for how long? Which old flames would come out of the woodworks, which friends would decide not to show up to your funeral? What personal belongings would you want passed out among friends, and which items to whom?

Do you believe that in the end, we're all alone? Or are those who subscribe to that concept the ones that end up passing without a hand to hold? What is more painful, to die alone or to leave someone behind knowing they will likely die from the heartache of losing you?

Is love an imagined -or worse, a natural physical- response to positive stimuli? Is it just as easily lost as a cold or fever? Or is its impact upon our memories something that can never be forgotten? Will I hold a place in my heart for every person I've ever loved?

Does any of this really, truly matter? Perhaps not, but I'm certain of this: there is nothing like a fresh start.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

01.27.09 To be there or not to be.

Google Chrome.

Just decided to download Google Chrome and take it for a test drive. YouTube videos have been loading kind of slowly for me lately, and I figured since Google owns YouTube, their browser must handle their videos pretty well. First impression: It's clean, simple, efficient. I feel like I have more space on my screen to view webpages, somehow. Good to see they utilize the same Ctrl+T command as Firefox to open a new tab. It automatically imported all of my bookmarks from Firefox, even the toolbar bookmarks were updated. Nice.

The browsing is definitely a smoother experience. Less time waiting for images to load. I can get to a webpage and scroll to the bottom without finding any missing images, which is a vast difference from when I was using Firefox. For whatever reason, everything felt like it was getting bogged down, so this is refreshing. So far, so good, Google. Only thing I want to change is the color scheme, certainly there must be some way of doing this and I'm about to look into that. But first..

Internet porn test. ttyl!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Sunday, January 18, 2009

One half of a Skype convo about breasts FTW.

Kiwi says:

I don't even know if I've ever seen a real sexploitation or blaxploitation movie. Hmmm. We have this one channel on TV and they have Trash Nights.. and I think one of the movies I've watched during one of those Trash Nights was def. a sexploitation movie. Russ Meyer. It was really really weird and funny. Russ Meyer is mainly.. big boobs, and the rest is kinda secondary. Oh I wish I could remember which movie I watched there. It was so surreal. Mainly a chase in the desert, didn't make any sense at all, it was mainly big boobie women, running around, losing their clothes for more or less coherent reasons, gunshots here and there, etc. I had no idea what the hell I was watching, but I watched it anyway. I'm sure it would be good for a drinking game as well. Everytime you see nipple, take a shot. Everytime someone punches someone, take a shot. After 15 minutes, you're dead.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

01.11.09: Newest Animation.

For SpeedyConKiwi, as it is her birthday and we have epic collab plans which would require an epic intro. Done and done.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Love and Rock. (Somewhat)

I created this several years ago, actually, but I thought I'd share it here. The person at right was meant to be my girlfriend at the time, who coincidentally is now my wife, who I coincidentally no longer speak to. Life is funny sometimes, the kind of funny that makes you want to throw yourself off a tall building. Joy!

Sunday, January 4, 2009